Damn the need to Damn!!!!!

Man has it been this long since i blogged again. I am just in one of those uninterrupted long phase of monotonous cribbing that I could not come with anything to write.Its just total blankness.I was telling my bro about this and he was like "dont giv a damn abt wat ppl think , u shld be gud to go".This one small line has blown me away. Damn!!!!!! Is this the reason? Have i started caring too much :D lolzz..Everyone denies it...no one claims it....but bottom line everyone cares about what ppl think about thm .So you know where this is going...post ranting about the whole damn theory...so if you are one of those ppl who either are too busy ,need the punctuations in the rite places or looking for some direction..u barking in the wrong street..or something like tht..i forgot the rite quote

The constant need to tell your shares of adventures,childhood memories with your so called random frnds...is a way to appease ur contention .. A person shouting from rooftop "I dont give a damn" well can he be less obvious ...or is it more obvious. Every success that you desire stems down to that social approval that you are vying for.As Ayn Rand has said it time and again...even an act of generosity,kindness can be the most selfish thing a man does..for his personal approval/god' approval/society's approval. Any of the slashes still qualifies this act in the selfish category and pushes you way on top"i care" slot. Well, you know it,you desire it,thn why the hell deny it? I wonder how the whole caring thing started .From the chimpanzee (lets believe the darwin theory for now ) to the presentable present phase...man has sure evolved what with the hair thing,and the whole technology reaching heights and ofcourse leaps in the whole social crap. Why did we not leave things simple as they were??. Why did we start giving a damn about every thing and now we call people who strive to live as the early men originally as the "Gr8 philosphers","sadhus " etc.,but this is a whole different concept..so yaa the dont giv a damn thing..seriously you can do all the things you love to the moment you stop caring..but thn again this comes at a price .But just think about it..just think about this unknown zone of complete unbounded freedom..to say ,think ,desire wat u want, to do wat u care,this is pure sacred religion where you are the god in your life..after all its ur life..Bhagat singh,Beatles and i cant think of more ppl at this hour..forgive my not so nocturnal mind ..these people command resepct ...we corrupt all these feelings and draw boundries that we reach a point where even you cant tell is this what u desire or wat u desire to desire ...

When you stop giving a damn, you dont rush, you are not in stress, there are no failures or success...you can see your life in slow motion one scene after other,u achieve things u wouldnt dare to ,peacefully ...slide on...I guess nothing beats the hell out of this spectacular view.

I am signing off with this quote from Fight Club .."This is your life,its ending one minute at a time... I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say let... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may. "

PS:Had to censor it..damn u :D